pissing out emotions

people often wonder 

where it went wrong

like it was yesterday 

fit to burst far too long

a bitch just to say

into forever 

remain a slave

no deposit no return

the love that I gave

a kick in the teeth 

bomb underground 

secret beneath 

feral hound

feed me to lions 

give enough rope

do not speak his name 

abandoned all hope


pissing out emotions

all over the shop

the mess ongoing

need it to stop 

am I the maker

stupid bastard

riddle me this

disaster unmastered

devil’s own circus 

jumping through hoops 

didn’t deserve this

nightmare loops

give me the strength 

need to survive 

to live again 

will sanity arrive

spill my rotting guts 

on the killing floor

hate myself 

hate you more

been here before 

long been trod

please make it stop

my useless god


pissing out emotions

all over the shop

the mess ongoing

need it to stop 

am I the maker

stupid bastard

riddle me this

disaster unmastered

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